2 Sept 2013 Monday
I really don't know what happened. One moment we were good together. The next moment Rafik is totally not talking to me. On Saturday afternoon/evening he was still talking to me. Later that night he still likes my posts on Instagram.
Then the same night I kept seeing him online but he will just not talk to me. At 1 something am, he msg me to wake him up on Sunday morning.
On Sunday morning, I woke him at 6am. Yet, he did not reply any of my msgs that day. I saw him actively on WhatsApp but he will not reply me. I am so disturbed by this. :( What has happened????
I msg him yesterday and told him that i don't understand why he wouldn't want to talk to me and that it does not feel very nice. I continue to see him actively online until i decided to go to sleep and msg him again asking if he wanted a wake up call.
This morning i saw him online at 7 something and decided to wish him a good morning ... still no reply. This afternoon i msg him again asking him if i have done something wrong and if i had I am sorry ... still NO reply. I am so SO SAD. :((((((((((
It's my birthday month yet he has to treat me this way. I just want to know what had happened that he won't talk to me. :(
Things are so fragile!! How can that be?? Have i loved wrongly again. I just read this today and it disturbs me for i tend to love very deeply
"A cup of tea smells and tastes good, and it gives you energy. But if the tea is too strong, it becomes bitter and undrinkable. Love in this world is the same way"
But there are people who loves bitter tea too. I am so lost in my thoughts. It's making me dizzy. I need peace. :( I love you Rafik. Talk to me soon... pleaseee!!! :(
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