I recently had a working trip to KL. It wasn't in my intention to meet up with Jack. But deep inside me, I love Jack, so I decided to message him on the night of 19th. He replied in the morning of the 20th and we met up that night.
He came to my hotel and I went down to meet him. Brought him to my room and all the feelings came back. I love Jack. That's all I can remember and that's all I felt. So we kissed, hugged and made love (although I was scared of his size) . Later we took photos too before he left.
On the way down, he looked at me and kinda touched me on my side. He didn't say anything but that gesture was enough to tell me that he likes me very much. I walked him to his bike parked in front of my hotel. He then gave me a hug and to my sweetest surprise, he even kissed me in 'public' and I responded to it. At that point in time, I was in Cloud 9 and I'm very sure that he loves me too.
A simple man, yet a bit 'duh' type... yet sooooooooooooooo sweet. Brought a lot of feelings and love and happy hormones to me. I know I love this man. But part of his heart belongs to another. That's the hard truth plus we are miles apart too, so I guess I will just have to be happy with all the happy times that we spent together. Even after 2 years not seeing each other and hardly message each other, that connection and feelings never subsided. I love you Jack. Thank you for being the sweetest man to me. If I have the ability to bear children, I'd love to have your children.
I miss him so much.... if only I can be with him more often. I love you Jack.
