All The Smiles of Nick

Since I told Nick again that I love him.  He's been so sweet to me 95% of the times.  I have been really happy with him.  However, at the back of my head it still hurts to know that he will not love me back.   :(

Been talking to him on the phone on Tuesday 5 June
At 6.29am, I sms him saying "I love u babe. I won't stop lovin u"
He was having dinner at Jade Pot, then at bing.  Rang and talked to him.  Then again when he got home. :) I love you babe.  Kisssssssss...............

Went out with him at night on Wednesday 6 June
At 3.30am, I sms him saying "Hi my babe.  Hope u r sound asleep.  Rest well babe.  xxxooo love u lots babe"

Told me he din sleep until after 3am... and he saw my sms before he fell asleep. :)  Hugs babe.

Had lunch with him on Thursday 7 June and went out for an hour at night on the same day
At 3.15am, I sms him saying "Babe how i wish u r sleeping in de next room.  I wish to sneak into your bed n hold u while we sleep.  I love u babe.  Wish to hold u babe.  Xxxooo"  

During lunch, i asked him to let me smell his breath and he did ... and i kissed him after.  :)  He is a little heaty.  Not too bad.

Today is Friday 8 June.  I sms him at 1.53am saying "Babe i love u.  Wish to be loved by you. xxxooo"  .... and i have given him wake up calls and had a chat with him over the phone.  When asked bout his movie tonight, he said it shud be 9pm++  I checked online and it's 10pm.  I did tell him that i wanted to have a movie with him but since he is going out, then it's ok.  I will miss him.

Nick has been smiling a lot with me.  I love the feeling so much.  I continued to kiss him very close to the mouth these days.  :)  Kisssssssssssssssssssssssssss  ... and i love all the morning wake up calls for him.  :)