When I Tell Him That I Love Him

Yes I told Nick in person last night (Monday 4 June 2012) 'I LOVE YOU'.  He just smiled and answered 'I Know'.

I asked him how he felt about it and he said that it remained the same ... i didn't ask EXACTLY what it is but i remembered the time when he told me that he was not looking.  So that will remain the same as in he will not start anything with me.   :(

Somehow i feel that he loves me.  Just that he will not start anything with me.  I could feel the love from him ... i don't know if i'm sensitive or what but i truly could feel that from him last night.

I really really love Nick.  I sms him this morning telling him 'I love you babe.  I won't stop loving you.'

I m at a lost of what i'm feeling for him right now.  My heart aches because of him ... yet my heart wants him dearly.

I will just take whatever I can have with him.  :(  God have mercy on me.

I love you babe.