29 August 2013 - Thursday
It's one week ago that I was out with my babe Rafik. I miss him everyday. But I am not able to see him yet because he is so busy with his job as the Liaison Officer at the Uni's Induction (Orientation). Some nights he slept really late because he would hang out with his friends after his official duty, which finished late also.
Hence, I have been giving him wake up calls every morning since Sunday morning. He posted in his WeChat moment about this and thanked me (although no names were mentioned) for waking him up everyday. It is not easy to wake him and I had to set my alarm to wake up early also just to wake him. But i love him and I am willing to do that. In fact, I love to hear his voice in the mornings too. The one way of me being able to hear him everyday. Kisssssssssssssss..... I love you babe. However, he tends to WhatsApp me very late / early in the morning to tell me what time he would like to be woken up and the strange thing is that I can wake up to his WA msgs. :) The power of love? :)
I really don't know if things will work out between us. He will leave soon and I have no control over that.... and there is another person over there waiting for his return. :( So hard to accept this. :( Just yesterday i told myself that if i truly love him, I will need to let him go ... and if he feels the same about me, maybe he will come back again and work here. I can only hope that it will work out that way. He's so young ... yet i love him so much. I'm sure there is a space for me in his heart. Just want to fill all his heart with my love and ME. I love you babe..... so very much. I want to be with you again so much. Hope that will come true. Hugs!!
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