Heart to Heart

This entry is for 22 August 2013

My car is still in the workshop after being there for more than a week.  It is just tooooooooo frustrating!!!  But I decided to drive the other older car out to be with my babe.

Wanted to buy a bouquet of 3 red roses for Rafik but the florists closed at 6pm.  I was disappointed.  :(

Nevertheless, I went to pick up my babe.  He was all dressed up ... white long sleeve shirt, jeans and dress shoes.  He looked so handsome, so smart... love him totally.  Held his hand while i drove the whole time.  He kept asking me to stay focus on the road.  :)

Drove him to the laundry shop to pick up his laundry... 2 big bag!! Goodness.  :)  Then we drove to the mall and at the carpark, i was very notti and i touched him.  He let me but teased that I am molesting him again.  :P  

Went to have dinner at Kenny Rogers.  At dinner, we took photos together and I managed to have a heart to heart talk with him.  I am just soooooooooo sure now that he loves me too in his own ways.  I asked him about the night of 31 July and he admitted that he had never done that with anyone else either and that he feel that I am someone special to him.  Took my breath away!! I told him that I had never given myself to anyone in that way before and that I did it only because i love him very much.  The way he held me and they way he kissed me ... it was all that matters.  And i held his hand in the restaurant while we had this talk and he let me.  He smiled and he was being serious with me with that conversation.  I suggested to him that we shud be 'together' again.  Although he didn't say yes... he knows that i needed him that way and that he's somewhat wanting that too ... just it's what i feel from him.  The heart to heart conversation made me feel soooooooooo close to him that i feel that we are a couple that night and i repeatedly said 'I LOVE YOU' a few times to him.  He responded with a sweet smile. :)

We then took more photos in the mall ... and watched a movie.  I asked him to sit close to me to keep me warm.  As the night progressed, the cinema got colder and i held his hand though he had them folded over his chest.  He didn't push me away but let me held his hand.

Movie finished late ... so i drove him back.  Could see that he was tired.  Held his hand all the way too till he got home.  Msg him after I got home and he replied.  :)

I wonder if things will get better with us.

Hugs babe.  I love you.