When i arrived to pick Nick up for lunch, he kept smiling when he saw me. :) I kept smiling too cos i was just estatic again. This time it's because his blood tests result is clear and that's all that matters.
I really want his love. If that's going to happen. :( On Tuesday night when we kissed... it was just all so magical for me. I wonder if he felt the same or anything at all. I wish to kiss him again. Yet emails and sms that I have sent bears no reply. He reads them but not replying them or telling me how he feels.
Will i ever be loved by Nick?
Dear Lord, I am thankful to you for giving Nick a good blood test result. I know I am happy about it. And I'm sure you do know that i wish for his love for me Lord. I won't dare to ask for more from your Lord. I'm sure you know how my hearts feels for Nick. I pray that you will show some mercy on me and let me have some love from Nick. A little love from him goes a long way for me Lord. :(
I pray to you Lord. Amen.
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