And im just so sure that he is seeing this other Malay man. :( I m sure he was skyping with him last night. Cos i just saw a comment on his fb page from this guy. He must have played his violin for him over skype last night. :( Im so jealous!!!!!!!! This is not healthy for me. :(
I was thinking of asking him out tonight ... shud i? i don want to be rejected again. :(
Been giving him wake up calls from 9.00, 9.30, 10.00, 10.30 and now 11.00am. Im so sad that i can never win his heart. :(
Time to call him again ... brb
11.00am call and he is still sleepy. Asked him out tonight and he said maybe after his practise. Will see how it goes.
My body now is filled with acid... Too much jealousy becos of that comment that i read. :( He will probably go 'Like' that comment when he wakes up. Sigh ... i gotta let it be.
... n this is the current story of my life. sigh...........
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