I'm feeling VERY restless as today is my babe's blood test day. Woke him at 7.30am but he was up already. I don't know what i can do ... i wish i can. So am just praying for him. I love you babe.
At the same time, the thought of him letting that man f**k him and cum in him maybe? Just breaks my heart ... i don't know who is was ... i guess it's better for me not to know. :(
whatever it is, it's not healthy for me to think of him with others. I love him too much and don't want to be hurt by these thoughts.
All i want is for him to be safe and healthy.
Saw some activities in FB now... so i sent him an sms but he didn't reply. Not too sure if he is still at the hospital or he just don want to talk to me. :(
But will meet him for lunch later.
I need to feel better.
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