Mentally and Physically Tired

It's Tuesday morning 29 May 2012

Woke up a couple of times and was missing Nick terribly.  First time was just after 3.30am.  Typed 'I love you babe' but fell asleep again.  Woke up again at 4.48am and realised that i have not sent the sms ...  I wanted to take the 'i love you' part away but i couldn't.  So i wrote 'I love you babe. Hope you r havin a good sleep.  Hugs n kisses for u babe.'

Slept after 1am last night cos i came home late and wanted to do my knitting for Nick.  I am not sure if the scarf is too narrow.  :(  But i wanted it to be just right and not too big.  I really really hope it will be nice and he will like it.

So now i'm very sleepy and my body feels like it's going to collapse.  :(  Just when i was about to wake him this morning, i realised that there was a miss call from him last night.  I was calling him and he din answer.  And he DID call me back and i did not realise that.  :(  Made me guilty but i am soooooooooooooooooooooooo HAPPY.

So i woke him at 8.30, 8.45, 8.55, 9.00am.  Apologised for not realising he called me last night.  And asked him if I could see him again tonight.  He said 'maybe'  :(  I just miss him soooooooooooooo much.  :(   Really don't to turn him off.  I love you babe.

Else i will sleep really early tonight cos i m sooooo tired.

Whatever it is, let it be known that i am CRAZILY in love with Nick.  Hugsssssssssss.............

So help me God.

p/s I pray that his blood test results will be all good and NEGATIVE.  He gotta be well Lord.  Please!!!!!!