A Bit Off Somehow

Nick seemed a bit off since Sunday night.  He said that he was in a bad mood when i went to pick him up that night.  He blamed it on his headache.  But i think there was something else bothering him.  We went for dinner, then i invited him over to watch movie at my house.  He accepted and was very normal.  I think all is fine.  

I feel that it may be my fault because on Sunday morning i sent him this sms

"Babe what r u dreaming of?  Can i come in n share your dreams?  Good or bad i wish to be w u babe.  Love u lots babe.  Xxxooo"

That night after the movie, i drove him home and hugged him.  After i got home, i called him but he din pick up.  

Monday morning i gave him his usual wake up calls.  Everything seemed fine ... and i asked him out for lunch and he is fine with it too.  During lunch, he was ok ... quite chatty and had a few laughs.  I still think it's fine.

But since the evening and night ... i'd been sending him sms but he din reply.  Yet he had 'Like' my comments in FB about 5pm.  I really donno what's going on.  I was out till after 12am .. so i drove past his place.  His room light was still on.  :(  I think he is ignoring me.  :(

Sent him sms again after i got home ... still no reply although i din see any activities in FB.  '

Call him this morning ... then i got a reply on sms saying that he is up.  So i called him again and he sounded 'cold' somehow.  Maybe i'm just being sensitive.  :(  But i feel something in my heart.  :(  Has my sms caused this 'coldness'?   :(

I love you babe.  You mean the world to me ... but not the other way round.  Only hoping that i will have your love one day.  But im not very positive about that.  

Hope to feel better again soon.