He was chatty and all but he seemed distant. Dropped him home after an hour at 10.15pm. He said he wanted to watch some TV.
Asked him if he wanted me to accompany him to go to get his blood test result today and he said he wants to go by himself. That somewhat made me feel bad. Just the night before, he wanted me to go. Now he said he wants to go alone. :( Hence i feel the distance again.
Rang him when i got home, talked a little ... then again at 11.30pm but i think he had already gone to sleep because he didn't answer.
Woke him up today at 8.30am. Asked if i could take him to the hospital but he still said no. :( Woke him up again at 8.55, 9.00am. I miss u so very much babe ... told him that in my sms to him when i woke up this morning.
I feel sooooooooooooooooooooo weak again today. I think I'm mentally tired again cos im worried for my babe Nick. HUGssssssssssssssssssssss
Posted a picture on his FB wall also. Didn't know what to write, so just said " :) xx "... A while later, he 'Like' it. :) Hugs babe... I love you!
He will go after his teaching at 11.30am and it's 11.08am now. I'm feeling so restless. I pray and PRAY that he will be alright. "I pray to you Lord, for my babe Nick (said his full name in my prayers) to be safe. I love him so so much and i'm willing for you to take some of my years away so that he can be safe Lord. Lord hear my prayers for my babe Nick ... Amen"
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