Weekend

Good and bad ...

Weekend is always like that these days.  If only i can leave him and forget about him. He said he is has his OZ friends around.  But i just saw in his FB that he had/ate some phyton meat yesterday.  And today i saw a comment from this new guy in his friend list on the pic he posted ... seems like they were together having it.  :(

wanted to talk to him before he goes to bed but i guess he has gone to bed or he is ignoring my calls.  :(

When can i feel better?  When can i get out of this web?

If only i can help myself through this ... yet i feel that i am at the losing end... loving someone sooooo much yet he does not feel that way bout me AT ALL.

all the friends around me have 'given up' on me too.  :(  i feel so alone.  :(